The question she asked, in verbatim :
' Why some are saying that Iskcon devotees are very rude and fanatics ?? I'm not like that, isn't it ?? Clarify please '
Foremostly, what do I love about Iskcon? This includes the eminent standard of deity worship they hold and their dharma towards Bhakti-yoga. I love their gośālā-s. The way they spread the Lord's name with saṃkīrtanam is phenomenal. I would never deny the fact that a great spiritual wave which engulfs the planet has a huge contribution from Iskcon.
' Why some are saying that Iskcon devotees are very rude and fanatics ?? I'm not like that, isn't it ?? Clarify please '
Foremostly, what do I love about Iskcon? This includes the eminent standard of deity worship they hold and their dharma towards Bhakti-yoga. I love their gośālā-s. The way they spread the Lord's name with saṃkīrtanam is phenomenal. I would never deny the fact that a great spiritual wave which engulfs the planet has a huge contribution from Iskcon.
Image: Pic I captured during a Ratha-Yātra in Penang.
I have even made a video on the meaning and commentary on the Kali-Santaraṇa Upaniṣat of the Yajur Veda which reveals the 'hare kṛṣṇa' mantra, as shown below :
Nevertheless, Iskconites in large really do get on my nerves when it gets personal and I guess that's a mutual emotion everyone who labels Iskcon as a fanatical organisation share.
Iskconites and their taunts
Experience speaks. I have to quote incidents in order to justify my views. So here goes the list. Though these experiences are personal, they still come in agreeable terms with what a lot of other Hindus go through in this country.
(1) Looking down on those from a different sampradaya / belief
This was around 2017. I was in my 2nd year of medicine when of my seniors invited me to a kīrtan in a house of an Iskconite. I enjoyed the kirtan and ārati but things turned ugly after that.
A lecturer ( not my department ) who was also there, told me to remove my rudrākṣa mālā to have it replaced with Tulasi when we sat down for Japa. I have not known of any vaiṣṇavite text which tallies with his command. In fact, the texts glorify rudrākṣa as a potent bead.
Picture below is taken from a website ( sivapurana.blogspot.com ). This is a sharing of someone who has experienced a similar cult harassment.
He went on to insult the deities I worship. In a grotesque attempt convince me, he claimed to have studied the entire spectrum of Hindu scriptures for years to realise this truth - which he is now mercifully sharing with me in hope that I come to light.
It was simply a sugar-coated version of ' worship the ONLY ONE or rot in hell, imbecile '. It felt so abrahamic to a point I anticipated a rice-bag to be offered soon enough.
What truly pissed me at that point in time was that this lad had led the recitation of nṛsiḿha-kavacaḿ earlier with corrupted pronunciations and is now proudly talking about his scriptural venture. How did he venture so much into scriptures without knowing samskṛta? Actually, what he meant by 'going through the scriptures' was reading a handful biased Iskcon authored - English Translated books on selected Paurāṇic scriptures. Even the Bhagavad Gīta they read is the Iskcon version.
(2) Modifying Sanskrit Terms To Support Their Opinions
Iskconites love using the term 'demigod' which does not tally with the Vedic vocab. The term devata does not mean 'demigod'. Demigod comes from Greek Mythology. But this is how scriptures are modified in Iskcon to favour viṣṇu-tattva.
(2) Modifying Sanskrit Terms To Support Their Opinions
Iskconites love using the term 'demigod' which does not tally with the Vedic vocab. The term devata does not mean 'demigod'. Demigod comes from Greek Mythology. But this is how scriptures are modified in Iskcon to favour viṣṇu-tattva.
भगवान् ( bhagavān ) is translated to 'supreme personality of Godhead' to give an impression that it is only applicable to Kṛṣṇa, when it is clearly not.
देवता ( devata ) is translated to demigod.
Bhagavān is actually a term used for One who has Bhaga. Bhaga constitutes 6 guṇa-s: aiśvaryasya samagrasya vīryasya yaśaśaś śriyaha । jnāna vairāgya yoścaiva ṣaṇṇam bhaga itīraṇa
Bhagavān is actually a term used for One who has Bhaga. Bhaga constitutes 6 guṇa-s: aiśvaryasya samagrasya vīryasya yaśaśaś śriyaha । jnāna vairāgya yoścaiva ṣaṇṇam bhaga itīraṇa
This is the definition as per Viṣṇu Purāṇa 6.5.47
This is also why you don't find any other sampradāya equating the term bhagavān to a fancy 'supreme personality of Godhead'.
Devata means - the One who ''shines''.The root sound is 'div' which means 'to shine. It simply means a 'divine state'. How is demigod a translation to 'devata'?s Devata simply means deity. Even if you want to translate 'devata' as demigod, this label is then very applicable to lord Viṣṇu and Kṛṣṇa who are also referred to as 'devata-s' in scriptures.
In fact, the term bhagavān is widely used across our culture to denote enlightened masters, deities and saints. That means, the fancy term ' supreme personality of Godhead' is verily applicable to many other deities as well.
Bhagavati Stotra:
जय भगवति देवि नमो वरदे जय पापविनाशिनि बहुफलदे ।
jaya bhagavati devi namo varade jaya pāpavināśini bahuphalade ।
The same Veda Vyasa who authored Śrīmad Bhāgavatam also authored the Bhagavati Stotra which refers to Devi as "Bhagavati" ( feminine term of bhagavan')
Iskonites contradicting themselves
The above verse from Gīta Māhātmya is commonly used by Iskconite-s for obvious reasons.
Funny enough, this verse quotes Devaki Putra ( Lord Kṛṣṇa ) as a deva ( eko devaḥ). Iskonites can call Lord Śiva and Gaṇapati 'demigods' because according to them, deva = demigod.
Then why is Kṛṣna not called a demigod as per this verse?
As you can see, they cunningly manipulate scriptures and use fancy English terms to suit their philosophy.
Nothing wrong with following what your guru has chosen to enlighten you with. But don't go around shoving your ideology into people from other paths and lineages. That's when you get labeled.
And you cannot avoid them stressing non-Viṣṇu-tattva deities as 'demigods'. For example, they can never say Śiva or Gauri. They gotta use 'demigod Śiva'. They cannot live without a hierarchy where they place Gods they have never experienced in an order - highest to lowest.
Image: Bagaimana acuan begitulah kuihnya...
Malaysian Iskconites use disgusting jargons among themselves. Non-devotees are referred to as karmi-s ( sinners). They are also fond of terming other deities as dummy gods ( demigod ridiculed as dummy god ).
Image: This is how they treat my friend who had once dedicated her entire life for ISKCON. Karmi is a term equivalent to sinner / infidel used to denote non-iskconites
It's like they get high by insulting deities they dislike. It is as though they earn merits for every insult so they have enough points to get an express train to Goloka.
The problem is these closed minded people understand Vedic terms in a biased English translation which fuels nothing but fanaticism. This fanaticism assumes a crude form when they believe themselves to be scripturally enlightened enough to dictate.
Try replacing every ' supreme personality of godhead' in their books with simply 'bhagavan' and every 'demigod' into 'devata' and you will see how different the very books appear.
Rudra is referred to as Bhagavān in the Yajur Veda. Agni is halted supreme in the ṛg Veda. But you don't see Vaidika-s going around calling Rudra as the 'supreme personality of Godhead' and demeaning Viṣṇu-tattva deities as demigods like there's no tomorrow. They could if they wanted. The same applies to every path.
Nothing wrong with worshiping the deity you perceive as supreme without having to condemn other deities desperately.
Other sampradaya-s have this bias too. But you don't see people getting pissed with them as much as they do with Iskconites simply because Iskconites are overdoing it with sheer ego - the delusion that only they KNOW it and those who do not submit to their philosophy are worthy of harassment.
(3) Refusal to Quote Vedas as Source of Reference
Though Iskconites claim to represent the Vedic tradition, they never take reference or quote verses from the Vedas which stand as the highest authority of Hinduism. This is because no part of the Vedas proclaim Lord Kṛṣṇa as the only true God. The Nārāyaṇa Upaniṣat proclaims Kṛṣṇa as an incarnation of the absolute, in the same manner in which the Gaṇapati Upaniṣat extols Gaṇapati as the absolute or the Rudra praśna which declares Rudra as the all-pervading absolute reality.
We are not following an Abrahamic religion. If you follow the Hindu scriptures, you cannot submit to a philosophy of worshiping the only one true god.
Iskconites cunningly claim to quote the Vedas but whatever they say comes from buffeted Vaishnavite Puranic scriptures ( typically Śrīmad bhāgavatam ).
(3) Forcing Others to Leave their Sadhana and stick to the 'maha-mantra'
You will find Iskconites giving you free initiations into their version of the best 'mantra-sādhana'. I was told by many Iskconite-s to stop reciting the Vedas or to teach them. Yes, you heard me right. I was told to instead resort to their 'Hare Kṛṣṇa' mantra and nothing else. The reasoning they have is that the only worthy mantra is what they preach and that is the only key towards enlightenment. PFFFTTT !
I have had many contacts from Iskcon in the past ( surprisingly all of them have left the cult today...) and it is common to see them ridicule people who have meditation, yoga or any non-bhakti oriented sadhana as their focus. To them, anything other than the 'Hare Kṛṣṇa mantra' and their form of 'bhakti-sādhana' is filth.
Grab the Mahābhārata and look at the anuśāsana parva- where Lord Kṛṣṇa Himself declares that His daily sadhana was to worship Lord Śiva with the recitation of Rudra praśna. This occurs in a conversion between Lord Kṛṣṇa and King Yudhiṣṭhira.
But Iskconites will never speak about this. To them, Vedic scriptures are like buffet - you pick what you like and suits your ideology and pretend like everything else is non-existent.
It's like they need this daily dosage of roasting other sects to convince them they are on the best path. This actually heavily resembles insecurity. So insecure about your belief that you gotta constantly put other deities and lineages down.
(4) Hypocrisy and Pseudo-humility
See, Iskconites know that they have a bad reputation among the Hindus in Malaysia because of their uncouth and pesty behaviour in the name of merciful preaching. So they adopt silly methods in an attempt to debunk the fanatical label.
You will them having typical quotes to approve their apparent 'respect' the deities they called 'demigods' - to demonstrate that they are not fanatical but merely quoting the scriptures.
For instance, you can hear them revering Śiva as the greatest Vaiṣṇavite as their texts say so.
वैष्णवानां यथा शम्भु:
vaiṣṇavānāṁ yathā śambhuḥ
वैष्णवानां यथा शम्भु:
vaiṣṇavānāṁ yathā śambhuḥ
( Among the vaiṣṇavites it is śambuḥ )
These are the typical pickup lines they mug and parrot in public to mask their fanaticism.
Again, a screenshot from ' sivapurana.blogspot.com '
Firstly, these texts ( used by Iskconites as reference ) are Purānoktam and not from the Vedas.
Purāṇa-s are always biased to a particular principle. Take Liṅga purāṇa and you will find Śiva being glorified as Supreme. Take the Brahmāṇḍa purāṇa and you will find Devi being glorified as Supreme.
So simply picking up a verse from your desired text and claiming it to be the only right truth is never applicable to our culture - which is overly rich with literature and scriptures.
Iskconites have awareness on this and they make huge attempts to prevent Hindus from venturing into any scripture which doesn't suit their ideology.
Image: Hypocrisy - they will call themselves the servant of servants but will boss you on what you should read.
If you want to talk about scriptures - talk about all of them, not pick what you like. This ain't a buffet.
Many paths exist to accommodate people from different backgrounds who have an affinity toward a particular sadhana that leads to their enlightenment. So stick to yours and stop poking your nose into the sampradaya of others.
Any śaivite, saura or śākta can do the same by picking a verse that glorifies His or Her preferred deity as supreme. But you don't find that often.
Iskconites do it like drinking water - and that's why the label.
(5) Demonising Bhasma - The Sacred Ash of Hindu Tradition
Once, an acquaintance from Iskcon pled me ( like literally begged me ) to refrain from using bhasma ( holy ash ) as the Agni purāṇa apparently classifies bhasma ( ash ) as dirt. Apparently he was taught in Iskcon that bhasma is filth.
( No worries, in this context the Agni purāṇa is perfectly authentic, non-tamasic for Iskconites. It only becomes inauthentic when one quotes a verse which glorifies deities other than Viṣṇu )
I showed Him another reference from Śiva purāṇa which glorifies the same vibhūti. But again, they have a typical answer to that. Any scripture which does not agree to their belief is termed 'tāmasic' - hence inauthentic. Any philosophy that does not tally with their belief system is classified as 'māyāvadi philosophy'.
I showed Him another reference from Śiva purāṇa which glorifies the same vibhūti. But again, they have a typical answer to that. Any scripture which does not agree to their belief is termed 'tāmasic' - hence inauthentic. Any philosophy that does not tally with their belief system is classified as 'māyāvadi philosophy'.
Firstly, these nutcases need to realise that vibhūti or bhasma is not about just smearing random street dust on your body. The Kāmika āgama gives a very detailed instruction on bhasma preparation. It which involves usage of ash from the remains of a Śiva agni. So the ash described in Agni purāna is not in reference to the sacred bhasma Śaivites use. Śaivites use consecrated bhasma, just like how Iskconites worship consecrated deities and not stones.
(6) Iskconites who Traumatise temple visitors
This always happens when I visit the Śri Rādha Kṛṣṇa Kaṇṇaiyā Temple of Penang.
Iskconites never fail to disrupt my inner peace in that awesome temple. I can barely appreciate the beauty of the deity alaṃkāra before getting ambushed by a hardcore preacher.
It is fine to share what your sampradāya has to say - but do it in a socially acceptable way. You should especially have some courtesy when I have my own guru and path.
This is how they ambush visitors verbally:
'' So, when are you gonna get the Tulasi mālā around your neck ? ''
'' Do you know Hinduism? You should start reading our books. I was also worshiping demigods like Śiva and Kāli before learning Hinduism. Finally, truth dawned by the grace of Kṛṣṇa and I am here''
'' Even the Bāla Muruga who resides beside this temple is a servant of Kṛṣṇa. He is a Vaiṣṇava, a demigod. Yet, people do not visit our temple and they pray to the servant of Kṛṣṇa''
'' Even the Bāla Muruga who resides beside this temple is a servant of Kṛṣṇa. He is a Vaiṣṇava, a demigod. Yet, people do not visit our temple and they pray to the servant of Kṛṣṇa''
Lord Kṛṣṇa Himself quotes His state of Oneness with Skanda by proclaiming Himself to be 'Skanda among the Lord of Wars' in the Bhagavad Gīta. And here we have a joker who insults Muruga, the deity who is a breath to Tamiḻs.
They do this shit and expect the public to love them? Dude, you are insulting a deity who is celebrated by millions of Hindus here. Stop being a nitwit!
They should really consider stand-up comedy. They can put the clowns of the London Royal Circus to shame.
They should really consider stand-up comedy. They can put the clowns of the London Royal Circus to shame.
However, what I witnessed during one of my visits disturbed me deeply. It was a Saturday morning in 2017 and I saw a simple nuclear Indian family - Father, mother and a kid visit the temple. It was their first time there and they wanted to experience a temple that appeared a little different from the norm of Śaiva āgama based temples in Malaysia
They could barely pray as they wanted before getting ambushed. A preacher traumatised them by throwing insults. And mind you, these were very simple people who worshiped all deities with a pure heart. They clearly did not like arguing over scriptures and supremacy.
This went on for an hour. The preacher was giving a verbal diarrhea out of his sheer ego. He even resorted to telling them that they were wasting their liveswithout worshiping the 'only true one'. He then went on to promote some Iskcon-translated scriptures to them.
This went on for an hour. The preacher was giving a verbal diarrhea out of his sheer ego. He even resorted to telling them that they were wasting their liveswithout worshiping the 'only true one'. He then went on to promote some Iskcon-translated scriptures to them.
With a huge dosage of verbal abuse, the wearied family left with the totally unasked lecture and I took the chance to have a word with them. They actually practice a form of meditation where they contemplate upon God as jyoti ( light ). In addition, they visit all temples without any bias for a particular form.
They looked pretty hurt and expressed their horrid experience. I tried my best to convince them not to hate Vaiṣṇavism because of these jokers. It didn't seem to work and they left with an oath to never foot into the temple again. I will never forget the tears in their eyes when they left the temple.
And you can ask the world as to why Iskcon is getting labeled as a fanatic association?
I was actually instructed not to 'waste' time in the Bāla Subrahmaṇya temple adjacent to Kaṇṇaiyā and if this is not fanaticism, I do not know what else defines it.
Images: The Bāla Subrahmaṇya temple adjacent to the ISKCON Kaṇṇaiyā temple
For now, I have a new method to get rid of such pests - just ask them to recite the śloka of reference they use to validate their philosophy. If they fail to recite it with perfect pronunciations or at least give the individual meanings for each word without parroting the presented English translation, they are in no authority to dictate.
The last debate I recall is having a heated argument with a staff who used to work in Bangsar Rāmaliṅgeśvara temple. He was not happy with me teaching Rudram in the temple and tried to convince me to teach the Bhagavad Gīta instead. He forced me into a debate to convince that I should worship His lord instead of Rudra ( but it is perfectly okay for him to find his rice bowl from the revenue they give in a Śiva temple ). The fun ended when this chap started to run away from me while shouting ' māyāvadi.. māyāvadi...' around the perimeter of the temple.
If you have experienced similar trauma, warn any preacher who starts harassing you. Remember- no one has the right to dictate over which Guru, lineage and deity you should adhere to.
Prabhupada: Women enjoy rape! It is after-all an itching sensation
Watch the video above in Youtube. You can listen the the actual recording of the old man's discourses. He claims that women have an itching sensation and enjoy rape. He also says that blacks should be made slaves.
And you think he is enlightened to decipher and give commentaries on what an avatar spoke?
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Thanks bro, I have encountered them a few myself and yes they seem to be arrogant and not following their own philosophy properly.
ReplyDeleteYes.They are simply an abrahamic version of Hinduism now.It's all about 'believe in the only One or rot in hell'.To convince themselves that they are on the right path,they constantly insult other deities and gurus.
DeleteAny mention of words like Hell indicates abrahamic religion.
ReplyDeleteIf we were to follow the Hindu scriptures by upholding the supremacy of shastras beginning from Vedas, Tantras and even Itihasas and Puranas, then the HK movement can be classified as a deviant cult. They are not even considered as a valid school of Vaishnava sampradaya even though they branched out from Gaudinya Vaishnavam. The reason is because all valid sampradayas must adhere to the principles of the Vedas and Tantras. HKs will even go to the extend of claiming that Krishna is the supreme personality although Krishna is a human who was equated as an avatar of Vishnu. When the valid sampradayas agree that all forms of devata leads back to the same source of Parabrahma, HKs will go in the reverse direction and claim that all leads back to Krishna. They will never quote from the Vedas and Tantras because they know that those scripture will expose their cult.
ReplyDeleteyes I agree as someone who has been in this cult ( not able to leave till now ) for 18 years. The brainwashing is heavy and Iskcon is nothing but the projection of Prabhupada's ideology , nothing to do with Krishna. Haribol
DeleteHi guys i am an ex-devotee of iskcon and i can say that fanaticism is very thick in the organisations. Actually most malaysians who join iskcon join to look and appear like brahmins. most of these guys are b40 pariahs who want to look like higher class by dressing up like gopis.
ReplyDeleteI have to oblige to anonimity because i don't want people to know my identity. I was born in an iskcon family and am still in it, because I am not able to leave. But whatever you said its true. As I grew older, I realise that I was just brainwashed to accept whatever Prabhupada says. We are not allowed to read non-iskcon scriptures even with interest. We are told to treat everyone else as mayavadis and we are made to feel like we are the best. My opinion changed with the age of internet when I explored the colourful traditions of hinduism and I realise I know nothing other than to parrot some words of Iskcon.
ReplyDeleteIn Iskcon women initiates like me need permission from our guru to even have sex with our husbands.
I stopped taking prabhupada as an authority when I heard his discourse on women. I totally unattached myself from this cult the moment I heard him say women enjoy rape ( while laughing ) and that blacks and shudras should be made slaves. He also says the lgbt are confused and sinful. I don't think a closeminded, narrow minded fool like this can even lead me to Krishna. I rather worship my lord with all my heart and join other sects of vaishnavism. My family won't allow that. I hope I will take the decision one day.
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ReplyDeleteThe HK movement is like a frog in a well trying to explain ocean it has never seen before
ReplyDeleteBased on the words of an octogenarian who claims to be the *only* bonafide guru
DeleteIn orissaa we never entertain the HK. Even vrindavana doesnt' welcome this cult.
ReplyDeleteYes
DeletePrabhupada challenged the position of the Sun and the moon in our solar system, claiming that the moon is beyond the sun. He even said that women enjoys being raped. That sick minded person need not be taken seriously.
ReplyDeleteYes. Prabhupada claims that the Sun is between the Earth and Moon... Lol
DeleteHaribol ji! You really got the guts to talk about this! Let me share my part also. I have been serving in Iskcon for 18 years, so I can tell you what I know. Hopefully krishna grace people can be saved from this cult from my sharing.
ReplyDeleteFirst thing first, Iskcon in Asia is very fanatic, especialyl Malaysia. Singapore even ban Iskcon. Your stories shocked me a bit, but I can accept them because, from what I know, Malaysian Iskcon also very fanatic.
I was brought up in iskcon family and I admit we use to think we all superior than everyone else. We even have a term for non-believers, we call them "karmi." This is very true, and I agree with u, we are actually seeing Prabhupada as Krishna’s voice. Whatever he says is the truth, no mistakes.
But over time, I grew up, made friends from other belief and started to see the cult in this organisation. It hit me when i noticed christian missionaries forcing their belief. And iasked myself, am I not doing that also?? So that's when I got depressed and started research on Iskcon.
Let me tell you one secret about Iskcon and the founder. Iskcon is not actually about Krishna. That is just the surface. The real thing is, it’s all about spreading Prabhupada’s propaganda to create one big rich organisation. If you look properly, they actually worship Prabhupada like he’s Krishna.
Prabhupada’s ideology:
(1) All other gurus are fake. He’s the only right one. This is to prevent you from getting other philosophy in hinduism
(2) Don't read scripturs and question. Just read the ones Prabhupada wrote. Only his interpretation of scripture is real. This brainwashing will make sure people only expose themself to the purport of prabhupada
(3) Don’t mix with non-Iskcon people. We are taught to see them like kaffir concept. Unless, of course, you need their money to build temples. Thats when we start begging them to donate. So its cult building. concept of karmi, demigod worship all not relevant when money comes into topic. so are they worshiping krishna or kubera? i don't know.
(4) The only way to reach Krishna is through the Mahamantra. If people do anything else, they won’t reach Krishna. This again to prevent you from attaining experience from other path. For example, if you try yoga and accidentally experience krishna bhakti, you might leave iskcon because u realise u can reach krishna thru many path.
(5) Everything else is just demigods and useless. Only Krishna is important. Throw away your family gods.
But if you notice, Krishna never says any of this. In the Bagavad Gita, he says there are many paths to reach him. Prabhupada just made his own version. These things really bothered me because as I matured, I realised how brainwashed i was. This was until I did my own research on the Gaudiya tradition (you know, Iskcon branched out from Gaudiya Vaisnavism). That’s when I learnt the true story of Prabhupada, and it all started to make sense.
You see, Prabhupada was part of the Gaudiya Mutt. He had brother disciples, but he wanted to outshine them and wanted power. He was power crazy, so he decided to create his own religion. He opposed his brother disciples and went on to create this Hare Krishna movement, bringing in his own philosophies and ideologies, and covered it all by saying these were the right interpretations or "hidden truths, deeper meaning" of scriptures. He used Krishna to do his plot brainwashed people into thinking he represented Krishna. A lot of us even started worshipping Prabhupada in our minds. Whatever he said was taken as the words of Krishna. This was how Prabhupada mentally brainwashed the entire cult. If Krishna says three words, Prabhupada expands it to three pages and talks as if he’s speaking on Krishna’s behalf. And we’re forced to take it as divine words, no matter the doubts we have, because, oh, we don’t want to do Vaisnava aparadha (offense)!
ReplyDeleteThe whole cult is all about mind control, brainwashing, and it’s centered on Prabhupada. You will see Prabhupada’s face in Iskcon more than Krishna’s. Just mark my words, in time, Iskcon will slowly start to say that Prabhupada is none other than Krishna. Just like how Christ, as the son of God, became God himself over time, this old man will also become the same.
I haven’t left Iskcon yet because the mind control is still in me, even though I realise it. Also, the devotees will start harassing me and stop talking. My huge circle is from iskcon and i am not prepared to make enemies with them. I just hope I can leave this cult one day and find my true devotion to Krishna (instead of being told what devotion is by this old man).
I’m really sorry for all the nonsesne I did in the name of this cult - making people leave their kula deivam, making them oppose their family for Iskcon, telling them to leave their original guru, telling them to abandon the gods they originally worshipped, and forcing them to accept Krishna. I was so stupid to see that I was part of a horrible cult and missionary. I just hope for Krishna’s forgiveness.